What happens now?

BDIAM

There is more than one voice in my head. 

There are several emotions running through me daily.

But one I know all too well; FEAR.

She’s become my nemesis.

My safe place when I need to hide and wallow in self-pity so as to escape my social anxiety.

Hello Fear. Feels safe to be back in your all too familiar chains.

This i ought to break free from but where to next?

You’re all I’ve ever known.

You’ve got this hold over me that I can’t seem to shake off.

A new voice finally spoke up yesterday, I call her “Hope”. She reminded me of who i could be and the things I planned to do.

But that was yesterday…

Today I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Ill and frustrated but this is nothing new. This is the new cool for me.

Feels better…

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